I feel like most girls are prettier than me so why would a guy even want me.
It really hurts but I just only really let guys chase me because if ive initiated it and there are other girls who are also interested im like 'why the f*ck would he want me when he could have miss stunning/ perfect' or whatever.
I just dont know what to do anymore. I diet and exercise, wear makeup, get hair done but i still dont feel pretty enough. Ive done some stupid things in my life like OD on pills which may have permanently made me look bad i dont know. Im 26.
When i go out to clubs or parties I just notice how gorgeous others are and i feel like the plain jane and kind of invisible. I was so upset about this yesterday i went and bought heaps of junk food - a burger, donut and 4 chocolate bars to binge on but i felt too ugly to swallow the food so I just chewed it and then spat it all out. Yea its gross same as bulimia but i didnt swallow it i guess. I have a big sense of inadequacy about my appearance and how guys treat me. Ive had eating issues since I was 12.
Advice?
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